Rose

Driving

2011-10-13T18:45:00.002+08:00

Driving. I think it's like, a big step in my teen life after my first practical lesson today.
Like all newbies, what went through my mind was "its just the first lesson..i wont be driving. just looking at my instructor demonstrating!"

Boy, was i wrong. Yes, i got behind the wheels of a car today! And drove around..as i was really unfamiliar, i was inconsistent! its as though my instructor anticipated it to happen! haha. so i was taught..did the same thing repeatedly..drove in circles ard the place..accelerated, braked, changed gear, etc.. Was fine till the place got filled with more cars! i got intimidated and hence accidentally stalled my engine in the middle of a freaking 2-way lane! LOLS. i *action calm face* restarted the engine and made my way back onto the lane.

My instructor was fierce. Scary :/ Made my feet and hands tremble! its like, im responsible for my life. and also his! ...on my first lesson. so had more practice..was better aft tht. he said i wasnt bad for a first timer :D phew. looking forward to my next lesson next week! yet im kinda nervous.

on a side note, i srsly wna have my braces off asap! so annoying.
:D

Mini update

2011-10-06T19:35:00.004+08:00

HI!! been ages since i last blogged huh?
i admit i srsly have FORGOTTEN (dont cry,dear bloggie) abt this blog of mine until felicia posted on my formspring about updating.

speaking abt formspring, it's dead too. heh!

well i can't update abt every single thing that has been happening but here are some lil stuff!

1) Dear and i turned 1year3months yesterday!

2) Some of you still don't know this: ive had braces for a year plus now..if things go smoothly i shall be able to take em off by this year. if not, i'd have to put em on till early next year. can't wait for retainers!

3) I just got started on my school holidays late last week! pathetic. when exams were out, had a month of internship at Learning Vision childcare. Awesome experience i must say. then i went to Malacca/KL study trip with my coursemates! again, an awesome experience.

4) I'm solely living off my allowance of $300/mth from MCYS. save up save up!

5) Dead bored now and i've internship tasks (reflections,etc) to complete and hand in.

6) School starts in abt a week!

7) My CCA committee is down to 3 people now, inclusive of me. 3 is just a number when efficiency is there. Jia you!

8) Been having srs hatred for fish, especially salmon and tuna. phobia oi!

9) I passed soccer for SNW.

hmm mind block. haha! thats all for a quick mini update. bbyes!

Soccer

2011-05-15T11:52:00.002+08:00

Ah, so for those who dont know yet...i'm put in Street Soccer for Sports and Wellness Programme.

"dont worry..this street soccer session is suitable for ALL levels..beginner, intermediate, expert..everyone is able to play! - street soccer coach

so im like, okay..SKALI DO WARM UPS AND STRAIGHTAWAY THE ACTUAL MATCH. boy was i SO lost! the guys play at super fast speed..but no worries, they're pretty much gentlemen. it's the girls - shoving, pushing, swearing, not passing the ball to any other girl o.O

LOL.

SO! Since i suck and everyone else there KNOW how to play soccer, :D decided to train me in some of the soccer stuff this morning.

Kick ball..pass ball..tackle ball..run here run there.. THENNNN, i sensed that he was playing down..as in, not really his full potential.

"of course la..i dont wna hurt you or anything" - :D

...MM OKAY. so we continued tackling the ball from each other..skali BAM! i got a slight bruise on my leg cos his kick so power ._. i shall second him playing down now. LOL.

mm yea, so after an hour plus of playing..i decided to call it a day. SO TIRED! i slept at 1am last night and came to the soccer court at 8am with ._. expression. stamina and interest just not there in soccer. LOL SEE LA WHO ASK YOU NEVER PUT ME IN OTHER SPORTS. bleh.

ANYWAYS! :D

last friday, celebrated perinder's belated bday with some of the HPs, amrit's friends and :D. IT WAS SO COOOOOL AND MADE ME TEAR-ABLE. hahahaha very niceeeeee (Y)

i shall end this post with a picture.
k joking. HEE!

2011-04-03T18:17:00.002+08:00

hee. the examples in my previous post weren't referring to myself, in case you're wondering. nor anyone in particular :) kay maybe.hah! its a uhh, general thingy? :D ~~cause :D was questioning me abt it so i figured ya'll might have the same thinking?lol~~ RYAN HIGA!!! *hearts hearts hearts* anyways. had a tiring day volunteering at Pertapis' Charity Walkathon. woke up super early and left home at 6am before kak and i bus-ed to Bedok to meet the rest. then we made our way to ECP! :) oh yeah, had sponsored Macs for lunch..and some traditional Malay kueh..and some other dishes. haha! then we bought bbletea otw home from this super awesome stall. their Green Apple Yoghurt is very very niceeeeee :D haha. took a long bus ride home. that's basically my day. i just went for a hair trim. yea, my hair grows very fast! and the ends are allll eurgh :/ TWO MORE DAYS TO HAPPY DAY!! hahahaha. better get started on my note c:

2011-03-31T00:24:00.003+08:00

We're not easily pleased with ourselves cause we often compare ourselves to others instead of the little achievements we've succeeded in. I mean, think about it. Not being pleased about your average results because there's people you know whom score exceptionally well. Not being pleased that your boyfriend has the looks and pressure him to look like some celebrity just cause there are hotter guys out there (_l_) ...k i just realised tht curseful emoticon looks like a butt. K MOVING ON.. Not being pleased that your still-intact family isn't as united as those you see on television cause you know there are MORE united families out there. Not being pleased that you have like, 2 bestfriends cause you envy popular girls in school who has like 1o over best buds. Not being pleased that you're average looking cause there's someone you know who is better looking than you are. Aaaaaaaand the list goes on. I dont deny that im a high achiever. But i do constantly remind myself of the little achievements and improvements i do and life goes on. true that the world isnt about me alone.. but if i am too overly concerned about comparing myself to others, when will i learn to appreciate things i do? Just a thought. HEH

In pain.

2011-03-28T23:15:00.002+08:00

My ulcers have soothed down a lil, but still in pain. haha! sighh. dental appointment next week! :D is accompanying me for the idk-how-many-time as usual. waiting time can be a bore, so it ain't that bad with him around.. i think imma save up for the new Galaxy Ace! then i wont have to keep fiddling with :D's Galaxy S. hahaha! on a bright note, my holidays are extended by a week due to the first week being freshies' orientation week! which means i start school on the 25th instead of the 18th of April..YAY! eh potato chips! *distracted*

What a week!

2011-03-27T03:46:00.003+08:00

HI !! :D
im back from a whole day spent at RP for the choir's first concert. im having an annoying headache and yet i still refuse to sleep. YES IM WEIRD :D

hehe :3 anyways, my first year's results and today's choir concert taught me that anything is possible WITH hardwork. face it, we gotta work hard for what we wna achieve. my results are very mediocre, definitely not up to standard..that's cause i've been rather distracted? oh well.

and choir taught me that anything really IS possible. 17 songs in one night..im so proud of them! their efforts really paid off and i could understand why some of them were crying away after the concert. the choir really have grown..and im especially impressed by the new committee..unlike my time.. *4 pillars!!! ehemehem XD*

this week is rather stressful for me. i hate memorising..like reallyreally hate. SIGH! a few songs and my mind's like WHOAH already..idk how the choir does it..KUDOS!! ^^ i had difficulties in singing this week too, cause of ULCERS! ~~sometimes i regret having braces. now my jaw is aching!~~

:D and friends came tonight for the concert and then we had supper nearby. was funny with the chilli joke and all..haha! thanks for coming :)

that pretty much sums up the week. i shall have a well deserved break from everything (HPs are an exception though..*hint* hehe) till school starts! which reminds me...time to get new colourful notebooks and penssss! impt impt :) haha

goodnight! :D

HOLIDAYS

2011-03-05T23:13:00.003+08:00

YES ITS HERE!! THE LONG AWAITED HOLIDAYS^^

my exams just ended about a week ago..these holidays, i'll be looking forward to choir and nyaa. having an outing at east coast park with em members this coming monday! hope it turns out as planned :) i met up with my fellow committee earlier on to finalise some stuff and then shop for the outing's logistics. it was filled with laughters~ guess everyone's in the holiday mood :D

hmm im feeling a lil bit empty inside. you know that feeling you get when you're so caught up in work that you feel you've not spent quality time with your loved ones. idk, maybe im feeling insecure and unsure of stuff.

sunday tmr..and im booked the whole day! will have to attend a wedding followed by alumni choir practice..and then i'll have to head off to a recital. i think i'll finally be able to relax after monday. maybe for a couple of days before i get busy with cca again. leadership talks and stuff. and i can still think of working?! im crazy, i know. hehe. am quite pleased with my cca records so far..hope it'll cover up my sucky attendance in scholarship renewal for year 2.

I AM SO BORING RIGHT HEHE.

well if you're wondering how i manage to squeeze time for :D, well....somehow i manage to? sometimes last min meetups, simple meals together, short and simple outings, getting stuff for projects..all those simple stuff. we're not fancy and i like it that way :) for a moment i forgot how old we are, seems like we've known each other for so long. sometimes i wonder, why me? im such a workaholic who "dates" piles of work.

till hereeee :)

2011-02-22T21:53:00.003+08:00

he loves you so much more than you honestly know you do to him. i know your past has greatly affected your trust with the male species. sure, your past made all guys look bad...but frankly speaking, he's not the same. he's himself, he's unique, one of a kind..who loves you with all his heart. who teared up when you wanted a temporary break from everything (and its not a permanent breakup), who's always there for you, patient with your moodswings, patiently waits for your call/text for hours when you were busy, stands in the wind to block you as he knows youre a vain about your hair, opens the door for you, holds your hand every chance he gets, everything.

srsly, could you ask for more?
wake up. you've got a great guy who's willing to give you the world if he could.

SAM TSUI!

2011-02-10T17:57:00.002+08:00

HEEE. SAM TSUI!! ^^

heh so just a lil update.. ive been having really late nights, snacking on anything i can get my hands on (k nt really), having irregular mealtimes, etc..so not healthy, i know! TSK TSK.

I LOST WEIGHT!!! LIKE THAT'S A PIECE OF GOOD NEWS HUH. someone, invent fat transfusion kthx.

anyway! assignments due one after another..sucha kill joy! now my grp's working on 2 assignments which are creating a flash website for a childcare centre and creating a book from scratch (spell check). both includes hardcore designing! and organisation..which makes me o.o i'm the illustrator for our book so i REALLY hope my group can ace this! it comprises half of the overall marks. Adobe softwares are always open on my laptop! editting and stuff.

on a side note, EXAMS ARE 2 WEEKS AWAY! great, and we're still occupied with assignments. im like, go with the flow yo~

i think im immune. EH HOW SAD LA

my life is officially about school. boringboringboringboring. dang, i really hope my scholarship can be renewed in year 2!! im so stressed up cause of this la wth. im prolly the most slackest scholar in class ._. they're awesome chiongsters, how do they do it?! OH MY OH MY

:D just gave me a lecture on how stress can lead to health effects. that boy! im still stubborn, as always. tsk. but i do appreciate him waiting very patiently till the wee hours of the night when i need time for my assignments.

IM VERY WORRIED FOR MY EXAMS OH SHIT NOOOOO :O

let's talk about the weather!! it's playing trickssss. now's the fever season so do take care of yourselves, people! (yeah, coming from ME riiiiight..)

hehe.

To You..

2011-01-30T20:40:00.001+08:00

Thank you for brightening my life up. 6 more days :)

2011-01-24T14:59:00.001+08:00

Today's not my day. Monday Blues!!! Fullstop.

2011-01-18T21:07:00.002+08:00

HIIIIII :D
life's been fine..yet cruel. like srsly, assignments one after another. and dont even talk about exams yet!

buuuuut life with :D has been going alright. very alright. too alright?
haha.

my attendance is crappy! cause of the new punctuality rule, even reaching a min later would cause you to be marked as absent for class. ITS SO IRRITATING AND ANNOYING WHEN BUSES COME AT SHITTY TIMES. like srsly?! up to 30mins waiting time for a freaking bus to school?! haiz. not to mention breathing the fumes and polluted air as i stand at the bus stop. sigh.

ive NEVER been late eversince poly term started but so far ive 2 absent records already! there was an occassion where i literally watched 3 BUSES go pass me cause i couldnt board them! too full..packed to the door.

the stress of even getting to school.

for me..its one stressful event after another..not including traffic jams yet :/ aaaaand making sure you make it to class on time after crossing over the overhead bridge, walking to the gate, climbing your way to the lift lobby, compete with the crowd for the lift (when classes are at the 6th floor) and rushing to the classroom at the end of the level.

I ARE FATED.

woah o.o

Chingay V1

2011-01-16T14:44:00.002+08:00

AITE! so yesterday i overslept for Chingay Volunteer's first training..cause smart me snoozed my alarm clock, thinking it's a Saturday so i dont have anything on in the morning ._."

thank goodness kak woke me up and we quickly got ready to head to Mayflower Secondary for the training. upon arrival, it was PACKED! the hall entrance was packed to the door -,- so we queued..which seemed to take ages!

once in the hall, it was a few rounds of intro with my fellow Green Sector people! then some icebreaker games before the talk started. after that was lunch..bus-ed to Jubilee for Popeyes with my team..then we head back to MSS and had team-bonding games at different stations..got to know my team members more..afterall we'll be working with them for a month!

overall they're nice people..i can't wait to work with them for the next few trainings and on the actual Chingay Parades itself..

2011-01-14T03:21:00.004+08:00

I. AM. SO. STRESSED. AND TIRED.

i swear i look like i havent slept in DAYS and soon, pandas would welcome me to their families due to my eyebags. sheesh i look so unhealthy. feel unhealthy too.

getting paranoid at everything.

eversince school resumed, i feel so deprived of rest. dont give me that "see..told you..why you join exco blablabla" thing cuz i know what im doing. and theres no turning back now, yes?

i dont know why im doing so much for my future. on the pessimistic side, why do so much when youre gna die with nothing in the end? bt srsly, whoever told me that..i dont even know what to think after that. o.o

i have annoying ulcers! and my next dentist appt is on 1st feb. im cranky cos the venue changed to KKH ;(

aaaanyway, i discovered more of my weaknesses (and strengths, but lets not get to that).

1. i get distracted easily. no, make that VERY easily. even if u isolate me in a room, i would still get distracted, by god knows what!

2. i dont set aims/goals when doing things. maybe thats why ive been under-achieving. tsk!

kay tired. nights!

Camp, Fifth of Dec, AGM, etc !

2011-01-08T19:51:00.001+08:00

So...a lot of things has happened since i've updated like last month..

1) Gopeng Exploration Trip

i enjoyed it a lot, conquering my different insecurities and fears. so i met the other 33 campers at campus on Friday night to icebreak first. i counted the girls - only 2 other girls from other groups and myself. i was in Danu, together with 4 other guys from different courses. pretty new environment to me so it took me quite a while to warm up to em. besides, i didnt know ANYONE there. cept for kenneth whom i met on briefing day only.

so yeah we played many games...manymany games. then we boarded the bus! my buddy was Kenneth~ had an 8hr bus ride to Gopeng, Perak. when we reached there, it was already morning! our campsite's in the middle of some village in Gopeng..yeah nature everywhere. air there is so fresh and coool. i felt rejuvenated!! haha

so we made our way to this old cave..where the Japanese used it to hold their meetings and secret stuffs ages ago. we did caving! a lot of climbing, abseiling, stuff like that. was slippery inside! and it was interesting to see scribbles on the walls from those olden days. the air in the cave was stagnant but pretty cooling..tho i did get slightly dizzy when we went deeper in..must be the lack of oxygen in there..

after getting all muddy, we took a lorry (oh yes many lorry rides there!) to a river filled with many rapids for our whitewater rafting activity! THAT WAS THE ULTIMATE HIGHLIGHT OF THE CAMP. it was REALLY fun! the water was clear and cold..very cold. whenever water splashed on us we'd be like, OIIII FREAKING COLD SIA THE WATER BRRRRR. so yeah, paddled and went on a roller coaster ride through the rapids. small ones are okay, big ones are FUN! 2 of my grp members fell into the rapids so yeah, rescue mission here and there. i kept falling off the sides and smack into the middle of the boat after we passed a roller coaster-ish rapid cause im light! ahahah! there was this big tarantula-ish spider (its butt or whatever was big i swear) that came crawling to me in the boat and i was like shifting my butt here and there in the boat! freaked out ttm! the guys broke off one of its legs with the paddle in an attempt to flick it off..then i didnt know where it went after that. my grp came 2nd in the whitewater rafting race.

had lunch before we prepare for campfire! my grp did a campfire skit on Danu, goddess of knowledge. since im the only girl there they made me be the goddess and they're an awesome bunch to work with! funny and creative (Y). haha. sang songs during campfire and next day was waterfall abseiling. HEIGHT + WATER = ULTIMATE FEAR. yeah i fell once while abseiling from the waterfall but i managed to pick myself up after screaming and panicking tht i was gna die. haha.

went home and lalala~

2) Fifth of december

Spent my day with :D at Spore Flyer! was nice...but a bit disappointing ..haha. oh wells.

then we had Popeyes' for lunch! before heading to Marina Barrage for kite-flying~ ma goshh, we so fail at kite-flying! our kite cldnt even go up! LOL. kay maybe for like a few seconds! pathetic, but it was fun. we had dinner at Lau Pa Sat before training home :)

3) Annual General Meeting 2010

Aite so thissss, you may have seen pictures on my facebook! so yeah, a day where the outgoing committee take their leave and the incoming committee is introduced to our members. we had donuts for refreshments! studied in campus with kak till abt 9pm before we head home c:

4) Museum Trip with coursemates

CPEE students went to Peranakan Museum and Ancient Civilisation Museum to get info to complete our assignment. i like Peranakan Museum better! Maybe cause it's more kiddish and interactive..hhahaha! what? bet you dont know i prefer children books than adult fiction too..k shush. haha. so my dearies and i had lunch at Qiji in between the two museum visits. we had a guided tour at ACM tho..quite dull.

5) Perinder's sister's wedding

Good food, good time! Dancing, pictures, perinder's speech, music videos, NICE (Y) had a lil xmas gift exchange before we left :) reached home ard midnight or so. haha.

5) WRSS CCA Orientation

Met my juniors and fellow alumni after a long time! i think the choir did well for their performance :) video-ed the whole thing using ms wong's cam! haha..when it was over, i had dinner with Cynthia, Syahirah and Haizan. its been very long since i met up with Haizan!

So...upcoming events are ushering for Chingay Parade 2011 and seriously spamming of NYAA events to do. imma be in charge of the culinary classes for our members so im looking forward to that! :D

2011-01-07T04:12:00.003+08:00

I know, long time no post. HEE^^

hmm it's 4 in the morning! ive just completed all my holiday assignments and i'm:

.........k no im kidding.

SLEEPY! Goodnight :) was just popping by to show my existence~ =,=" heh

2010-12-08T23:23:00.005+08:00

Stay tuned for updates on...........

1) Gopeng Exploration Trip .........

2) Fifth of December aaaaaaand.............

3) AGM 2010

2010-12-07T03:20:00.002+08:00

it's like 3.20am and im bogged down by school work! damn. and just greeeaaaaat, where did my hole puncher go?! i feel needy these days. and i've been spending quite a sum on stationery for school..CDROMs, envelopes, printing, photocopying, lib fines (k my fault la), etc. lucky me, i've such nice friends. seriously they've done a lot, so much that i feel guilty. i don't like to trouble anyone that's why.

kay my brain is in off mode now. but im still chiong-ing my work. JOY JOY JOY SING FOR JOY~

Time.

2010-11-30T23:44:00.004+08:00

i wished i had time for her. i feel so guilty whenever i look at her doing things independently. it still hurts to think what she has gone through..however hard i try to be there for her, sometimes it's not enough..i wished i could do more. i can do more. i just need..god knows what.

sigh.

im sorry. i shouldnt be worrying at this point of time cause i have a stupid computering test tmr that's making up a quarter of my grade.

2010-11-25T21:23:00.002+08:00

Right now im hoping for peace. ain't a good day for me today but..im hoping tmr will be better(:

went to my lil sis' school today to get her PSLE results. well..satisfied or not, i know she did her best (: then my fam had lunch at IMM where some lady fainted and it really sparked a great sense of panic in me. oh gosh.

then i went to campus for cca meeting with the fellow EXCOs. cracked our brains for the upcoming AGM.

on a side note, i'll be heading off to Perak tmr for my adventurous journey with the adventure seekers club! and im not done with packing yet dammit. we'll be doing caving, waterfall abseiling and whitewater rafting if mother nature permits. we're starting our 8-hour bus journey there tmr evening. ive gotten ready my snacks pouch to keep me busy when im not sleeping! ~~i wish u were there, srsly.~~ yeah not bringing my hp cause there's not gna be any reception there =,= i hope its not THAAAT ulu please.

back to packing! will hopefully blog when i get back on sunday night (:

2010-11-24T14:12:00.001+08:00

i miss buddy. haaah! kay im hungry.
on a side note, i admire how some girls are able to just shut the negative world off and still be who they are. how they don't care about how they look and how they don't change themselves to "fit in"..and yet they're confident with who they naturally are. i do know a few of these girls and i admire them for that (: im straight alright, no worries! haha.

2010-11-21T14:17:00.001+08:00

i don't wna say anything that may cause emotional damage to you right now.

2010-11-19T20:40:00.003+08:00

ytd's convo with felicia and perin was awesome (: i feel happy for all of us..weeee~

im currently working on animation shitsz for my it class..troublesome much..wished there are some shortcuts i cld use. on a side note, im munching on potato chips and sipping root beer. junkie much! reminds me of the time when i was working..JUNKIE JUNKIE. lol

went shopping with hanis and meiying at town today. bought some footwear that i need (my feet's still growing omg make it sttttooooopppp). my current footwear is like tskk cause yeah im pretty rough when it comes to taking care of shoes properly. oops. but then again, walk freely mah..

watching HP soon with buddy! im not a fan but i guess what makes buddy happy makes me happy too. buddy did accompany me to the K2's graduation concert..i didnt know buddy loves kids too. haha!! i rmbred both of us kept giggling cause the kids looked so cute on stage.. :D

"how do you know if your other half is the one for you?"
"when you find yourself trying real hard and putting in effort to be the one for him/her."
makes sense right? how do ppl even think of such answers man...or is it just me? 0.o

2010-11-18T20:34:00.004+08:00

hey:) so ytd was Hari Raya Haji! its different for me compared to the previous years cause kak and i volunteered to help out in a Korban event (Sacrificing of sheep) this year. so! woke up at like 6plus in the morning *.* before meeting the other volunteers at Aljunied. once we reached we walked to Pertapis Halfway House.

we were greeted by representatives there and the smell of sheep/goat/lamb/anything. haha! mind you, ive never witnessed the slaughter of sheep so i had to quickly adapt! lol. we went to the storeroom to put our stuff before we changed into the tees given. then we had breakfast at the canteen together with the other volunteers. the food was hari raya-ish (k description fail). got kuihs too! haha. so we ate.slacked.talked.slacked somemore.

clock ticked.

and ticked.

went over to the slaughter area to see how they were skinning the sheep and taking out the insides. bloody scene. hmm.

went back to the canteen and clock ticked. after 6 hours (no, you read that correctly), the food caterers were done with cooking really yummy Mutton Briyani. so we went over and ~~smell all the food with our empty stomaches~~helped pack the food to be given away. it was very hot but pretty okay. then we had a short break. walked around the Halfway House...went over to the clothes section where there were donated clothes for the poor. was quite saddening to see the elderly picking out clothes from the rack to be brought home. and lil kids looking so happy just picking out 2nd-hand clothes. some of em were asking their mom for approval before putting them in plastic bags..which made me wonder cause they didn't need to pay for em..they can take as many as they want though. one of the kids, after picking out clothes and putting them in a bag, showed her mom what she had managed to find..but the mom took the bag and empty it back onto the rack before walking away with her. the kid didn't complaint nor cry, which is pretty awesome :)

then came an elderly man who sought my help in finding clothes for his daughter. while i picked out clothes, he was telling about his daughter's bad habits. i didn't know what to reply cause he was so much more senior than i am..and the sadness in his face.. all i could say was just be patient..hopefully she'll change.

so then, lunch time! ate the briyani..was really delicious! :D hehe. continued work till ard 6 bfore meeting my cousins at grandma's house. we had more food there and had steamboat :)

overall, hari raya haji this year was more meaningful and enjoyable :)

2010-11-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

HELLOHELLO! :) ive been fine...i guess? currently into week 4 of semester 1.2! :) week 7's gna be hectic with reading assessment (i just cant seem to run away from oral tests, can i?._.) and due assignments. i need a child to observe!!! D: anyone can lend me a kid (k lol) for like an hour at the most? any age from 3yrs to 12yrs. i need to observe and record him/her doing a reading activity. name will be confidential.

...K JUST MADE ME REALISE MY COUSINS ARE EITHER BELOW 3 OR ABOVE 12. great.

anyhoo, i've been snacking and sleeping like noone's business! weight gain? idk. dang. try harder lol.

today is day 1 of the new punctuality rule at campus! yes, it has dreadfully kicked in after 3 weeks of implementation period..our so-called "adjustment" period. didn't see many "bus-stop groups" today..i even went to class alone after submitting some forms and returning lib books. yes i climbed Mt.Ngee Ann twice before getting to class! sheesh. i'd rather go alone than have my friends tagging along wimme and suffer XD

aite so anyway. did some recordings of our reading and tests for nasal problems during Speech & Presentation Skills class. then we had a class on really in-depth internet stuff (i think our lecturer got carried away in her internet world) before going home. it was so mind-boggling i think i got a headache trying to absorb everything.

thus, i sleep at home. ah nice.

2010-11-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

The genuine smiles and laughter of a child truly makes my day! i can go :') seeing that happen..maybe it's that sense of relief i get knowing that theyre under the care of great parents..and not under the care of irresponsible ones that may just cause them to be emotionally scarred..i mean, it's reality that these things are still prevalent. and every child deserves a childhood..they're not supposed to be thinking of what their fate is like the next day..worrying about things. its all about experience and character building, i feel.

i just finished reading a few chapters of my textbook before class tomorrow. it's gna be a long day and i swear, Tuesdays are the most dreadful days of the week.

2010-11-08T12:04:00.001+08:00

HAHA!! felicia's like, spamming my formspring~ LOLL. k back to stalking her and perinder on their blogs XD jkjk. good luck in finding out their urls people :p

2010-11-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

well. i dont have to make everything in my life public here, do i? :)

2010-11-05T15:16:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! finally a break from school..im getting sick of the many hours of break..i think if the breaks were to be shortened, we'd be able to go home earlier.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI! :D i am bored at home. hmm. i've got assignments to do..shall not procrastinate..least for now. having cca day camp tmr! EXCITED :D

oh yea my perak exploration trip has been postponed again! haiz.

i am currently on a mission to gain back my weight! been losing em for god-knows-why. must be cause of the daily climbing at Mt. Ngee Ann! heh. if i lose anymore weight, i prolly will go *POOF* into thin air..i mean, imagine this!

-walking with friend-

friend: hey yana..blablablabla..and -

me: *poof*

TRAGIC. i want my own buggy to class :3

okay that was just random! haiyo. im missing manymany people now! AND FELICIA, WHERE YOUR BLOG GO HUHHH. PERINDER ALSO. hehe! love you :)

Sundays

2010-10-31T21:10:00.009+08:00

Dont you just hate Sunday nights? i know i do! haha. its that feeling of dreading for school that i get every time..that weekends-are-over-back-to-school mood. i actually realised this - i don't have much of a problem with the classes themselves! theyre pretty much interesting and if not, i force myself to think of it that way. here lies the dreadfulness: PEAK HOUR CROWD and SUPER LONG BREAKS. they have one thing in common which is waiting! hahaha. oh and lotsa patience. k wait that's two. anyway, it isn't so bad in the morning cause of the shuttle bus service but i can go on waiting to board a bus for really long after my last class at 5pm/6pm on most of the days. it sucks more when im rushing to be somewhere else after that cause im there feeling helpless, wishing i could flyyyy~ dont even talk about mrt cause i have to take a bus there, even.

my timetable changed a day before semester 2. FREAKING CHANGED. i have short days on mondays and fridays. 3 hr break on tues, 2 hr break on wed and another 3 hr break on thurs. somehow i'm appreciative of an hr of break before resuming classes cause i'd rather go home earlier and escape the peak hour. THE JOY. was reading my previous post:

i feel cheated. haha!

moving on, I HAVE FRESH NEW MODULES FOR SEMESTER TWOOOOO. one's about speech and presentation skills (i have oral exams o.o), another is about technology stuff. we had a powerpoint workshop for the first lesson..ikr, POWERPOINT?! hey but dont underestimate its dullness! we actually had a lot to learn..and had fun xD another module is continuation of child development from the previous module..and then there are two modules that cover children literature..creating and writing books for children. my opinion on em: veeeery new things here.

oh, im elected vice-president for my NYAA cca. why am i in this again? oh yea. for uni. right. till here people!

TCP Camp 2010!

2010-10-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

YESHH! im back from a 3D2N leadership empowerment camp organised by The Christieara Programme in NP! it was Adam Khoo-ish and VERY enriching. tears here and there cause i couldnt see ppl cry like that :/ hee. the loft (apartment) that we were bunking in for the 3 days is awesome as usual! and my team, South Africa, is AWESOME!! love them so much.

so yeah. YANA IS READY FOR THE WORLD. SEM 2, BRING IT ON :)

Thirsty.

2010-10-15T18:36:00.001+08:00

I. FEEL. LIKE. DRINKING. ONE BIG GLASS OF ICY COLD ICE LEMON TEA mmmm

Burried.

2010-10-12T20:07:00.004+08:00

k random pic! im back to specs, people! ...not. anw i caught a movie called Buried yesterday with my movie-kaki! srsly, it bored the crap out of me i almost went into daydreaming mode in the cinema! i only realised it's NC16 after i came across a notice after the movie. ended up chitchatting with buddy occasionally. oh dont worry if we're being inconsiderate cause we could hear murmurs from the rest of the audience too! haha! B-O-R-I-N-G.

here's basically why. and i SWEAR these are the case.
1) there's only ONE setting in the entire movie - A man trapped in a cramp, wooden box. A. WOODEN. BOX. for an hr. plus. movie.
2) there's only ONE visible character in th entire movie - The man trapped in the wooden box.
3) it's annoying when the lighter (which is the only source of light) goes on and off. so yes, there are many times where the whole screen blacks out and you can only hear the man's breathless breathing and murmurs and swear words.
4) we dont know how on earth he got into that damn wooden box!
5) the story plot, yes the whole thing, is about him talking on the phone with different people to get him out. YAWN. despite his futile attempts to make calls, he still died in the end due to too much sand coming into his lil wooden box. WTF. so...audience's inference should be acceptably good to know that he may be burried in a dessert or smth..
6) it's a cheapo movie that doesnt need many actors/actresses nor more than one setting! thus, CHEAT MY MONEY. bloody hell.
7) felt like sneaking into another movie theatre for another movie! DAMMIT.
8) say im shallow or whatever, but i really don't need to spend $7.50 to be involved in deep psychological emotions and thoughts of a person.

if the movie was alive, i'd stab it multiple times with a chopstick and bury it alive! ..in a cramp wooden box with a lighter and handphone. HEH!

... ANYWAY! i love my sch timetable for semester 2! break times are mostly 2hrs with occasional 3hr ones. and friday's a real tgif - one lecture at 4pm that ends at 6pm. home sweet home! OMG THE THOUGHT OF SLEEPING IN TILL LATE ON FRIDAYS...... :DDD

oh and thank goodness there isn't any 8am slot..earliest class starts at 9am :D WEEEE~ *hugs my timetable*

well...currently enjoying my last 2 weeks of my 3mth holidays, assignment-free! hehe. speaking of assignments, i woke up early ytd just to get my attendance sheet signed, mail my partner's attendance sheet and submit my assignment at campus.

on a side note, im looking forward to the K2's Graduation concert at RP's CC on Oct 28! theyre gna be SO CUTE i swear!! effendi and haziq are part of the dance..hope to catch a glimpse of them on stage at least.. im going with As! hope it's gna be great^^

eh im craving for Swensen's fries! WTH

2010-10-01T09:15:00.003+08:00

results are out today! i was awaken by my poly mates' texts that the results came in earlier and stuff like that so i checked it out...LAGGY SITE. MAKE MY HEART JUMP FOR NO REASON.

hahahah but srsly, it kept error-ing until my exam results finally loaded. all i can say is PHEW! alhamdulilah.

happy :) ...but then again this is just the honeymoon period :/

Opposites attract.

2010-10-01T02:39:00.002+08:00

OMG LOOK AT HOW I'VE BEEN NEGLECTING MY BLOG :3
perangai.

2010-09-18T17:22:00.002+08:00

EH TIRED LAHHH WANT TO RAYA.
:((
srsly im so shagged from internship this week i feel like staying home during the weekends. mon and tues will be my last days at the centre. thank goodness! I NEED A BREAK ):

2010-09-18T16:54:00.002+08:00

still, a part of me don't trust you. there's always this uncertainty that i have whenever you say things ever so sincerely. what's wrong with me? why can't i give you a chance? i know it isn't your fault but i just don't know why i can't trust some people that easily. why do i always have to ask myself if you're being honest whenever i like what i hear?

so confusing.

Unchained Melody needs ur love~

2010-09-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

finally, im cured from sore eyes! had 2 days' mc cause the doc advised me to not go to the centre for my internship just in case its contagious. heh. so gyeah, wearing specs for a week. i may just get used to it all over again and ditch lenses >:) k lies!

so ytd was the WRS' Choir first mini concert during the assemblies. was supposed to report at 6.30 but kak and i woke up AT 6.30. awesome right. calls came in and we jogged there. physical warm up, checked!

did final rehearsal and then did two performances - one for lower sec, one for upper sec. Jada was fun cause the choreography added something for us to do while singing (: the teacher in charge bought for all of us milo each. some of the alumni went off with ms g for lunch bt i had my own plans so i didnt tag along.

overall, it was a fun experience singing again with the choir. AAWWW I MISS ALL THAT DRAMA IN CHOIR xD next up, public performance at RP! :D

2010-09-12T04:40:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :D aaaaand happy holidays! okay lah im a tad sloooow..haha.

2nd day of raye..been enjoyable so far! bt internship preparation (my mentor's cmg to observe me in the centre on mon!) is sucha spoiler..ahahh. make me overthink unnecessarily -,-

it's nice how some guys still love their girl as much despite her imperfections..how some guys aren't shallow-minded. you don't get that a lot these days do you? heh.

anyway, i can't wait for internship module to be over ._. like srsly! such a bother to clock in those 100 hours and do observation all the time while interacting with the kids. can i just interact and not do any tasks? heh yea riiiight.

2010-09-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

after much deliberating, i figured that i'm able to perform with the choir next wed :) still need to discuss with ms g abt it! im like 50-50 with the plan but ms g said we needed more S1 peeps so i shall do this for the alumni choir. worries aside for now? i personally think the others are sufficient for the performance thats why i have no qualms abt not being able to perform.

anyway BSK RAYE!! :D i didnt have the mood to buy much stuff this year, god knows why o.o well. no complaints there. ahah.

2010-09-09T18:13:00.001+08:00

Im actually looking forward to the commecement of the school term! dreading all these planning of holiday activities, changing dates and stuff. gah -,-

Cos you're amazingggg.

2010-09-09T03:39:00.003+08:00

my last paper was held in the campus's Attic..freezing cold. paper was unmanageable for me cause i have to admit, nothing really went into my head the day before. SIGH SIGHH. okay im really hoping to pass.

._.

just got to know i won't be able to perform with the choir on 15th Sept! LIKE WHAAAAAT.

anyway. i have like loads of thoughts that i sooo wish to write here but as you know im not good at expressing myself with words. mainly being really appreciative of Buddy and uh, how some attitudes of people irks me(?). oh well.

supposed to meet my HPs tmr, i mean today, for a catch up session! i miss them loads. but like any other raya eve, im bounded at home to help out with the preparation.

i can't wait for many things to happen. yet i am disappointed and disgusted with some things that are happening. im complicated, gyeah i know. and it's nice to know that someone's keeping me really motivated :>

2010-09-03T05:37:00.002+08:00

I hate what i've become. I hate who i've been.

One down, one more to go! (:

2010-09-02T20:34:00.005+08:00

Buddy and i LOL-ed at this. The Key of Awesome is a GENIUS! hahahaha.

okok so had our first exam paper ~~in the whole of our poly life~~ just now. freezing cold. one last paper tmr! AHHHH CANNOT TAHAN. i know, ya'll may be going "2 papers only cannot tahan". but srsly, i think my brain has been accustomed to all the slacking ive been doing. ahah. IKR, WHAT AM I DOING ONLINE....

anyways, i thought the Perak trip im going later this month consisted of only white-water rafting..caught me by surprise when my cca peeps said it's an exploration trip. AHHH SKALI GOT HIKING. faintfaint. kay why am i in this cca again? haha. well, outdoor is not me but im pretty hyped up to give it a try. ...yeaaaaap ._.

kay back to studying!

2010-09-02T04:03:00.002+08:00

You are awesome and You know it (:
And i miss you Buddy!

2010-09-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

I wonder if i ever crossed your mind, for me it happens all the time.

EXAM TOMORROW! OMG OMGGGG *runs in circles*
i am all panicky cause i flunked the class test we had on this module. AAAHHHHH! what abt exam right. worse, it has many elements of bio in it.

scared. nervous. but yet im slack-y.

2010-08-27T13:25:00.002+08:00

MA GOSHHH. back from the dentist. my teeth hurts. a lot :'(

anyway! BEEN MIA-ING! heh. have not touched my Fujitsu for a few days. i miss fb, blog and everything else! hoho. i've mainly been doing preparations for Hari Raya and also mugging for my 2 exam papers. YES ITS NEXT WEEK HOMGGGG :o

oh and very welcome to Syahirah! accompanied that huugggeeee David Choi fan to DC's performance and workshop. im beginning to like his music esp By My Side! hahaha oak tree power lah.

hmm what else. oh, choir concert's coming soon! preparing for that too. have been trying to memorise the songs :x going for choir in abt an hr's time and then having dinner with Ms G and the alumni!

:D

that's abt it for now :)

2010-08-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

i am in a position where benefits and advantages are on my side for the upcoming exams. two modules with exam tips GIVEN, which means that some topics are omitted out. given these advantages as compared to some of my friends from other courses/schools, i don't get why i am still procrastinating and lazing around just refusing to study. i guess im much more of an essay person than a theory person?

anyway, seeing the kids again tomorrow before our one month break from internship starts.

Ramadhan's been good. preparation for raya on my family's side has begun and i am too distracted xD i will be sewing the chair covers again like how i did last year after my exams. i wish i could help out but everytime i'm not doing what i have planned for my holidays, i feel like a total slacker that should be studying.

okay exam's in less than a month....

Click Fiveeeee~

2010-08-16T21:10:00.008+08:00

it's been a great weekend although i had fever again last friday after my internship. i guess 3 days of block practicum in a row drained me out, what more since i was beginning to adjust my body clock for Ramadhan. i guess it's all screwed up xD anyway, daily reflection logs are such a dread.

my K2 class went for a short trip to Adm MRT's recycling bin to increase their awareness of the 3R's. hehe they are so cute, pointing to their houses on the way there and NOT facing the front when walking. hahaaha!

went to the IT fair to get a television set and a camera on saturday. awesomeness~ had Seoul Garden for break fast. funny things happen that made me and dad tear from laughter. OMG~

Sunday's the highlight of my weekend! buddy told me he got two VIP passes to the YOG Celebration at Marina Bay when he bought his phone. great thing was that Nathan Hartono and the Click Five were performing! EXCITED. brought along the new camera to explore.

so on Sunday, buddy and i had a simple break fast of double cheeseburgers just so we could catch those two performances liveee. hehe. watched some of the heavyweight competitions (lol) on screen while waiting for Nathan Hartono's performance. since we had VIP seats, we were seated behind the VVIP seating area which was the nearest to the main stage.

Nathan hartono sung a number of songs~ then there was a break when buddy and i slacked in our seats. when the VVIP seating area was opened, some usherer requested to check our passes and then said there were vacant seats for us in the VVIP seating area. she then led us to our seats at the VVIP seating area! WOOT!! was damn happy cause we're pretty close to the stage. had a loooong interval before click five was up! screams, cheers, everything~ starstruck much 0.0 hehe. their performance was about 45 min, consisting of old and new songs..crowd was (Y).

reached home around midnight..was still hungry xD

so that was Sunday. today...i had a shopping trip at Bugis with Meiying! managed to keep within budget :D

will upload the pictures from the concert soon (: i guess? LOL. happy holidays!

Another day

2010-08-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

Yup, another day at the centre today. morning class was chaotic with i-friend-you-i-dont-friend-you scenes occuring like, EVERY LESSON? ._. was left to relief the class alone for some time today and thank goodness they are cooperative!

during our lunch break, As and i slept in the pre-nursery classroom. we woke up with 30 mins left for break. swore it felt like an hour was alr up!

freshened up for the afternoon class! the K2's are forever jovial. stress-free? haha.

gosh i am so tired and i have not completed many stuff. friday, please be over so i can have my social life back. or maybe not, since i've exams in the beginning of sept.

apologies for flooding my blog with posts about academic stuff. that's mainly what i can tell about my life right now :x i know next year's gna be uhh, worse? chatted with the year 2's and i can say that i'm not exactly looking forward to it.

okay so things to look forward to next week: outing with dearies, HPs, accompanying syah to some interesting stuff, and study dates. YEPP.

2010-08-11T20:50:00.003+08:00

Alright so today marks the start of the holy fasting month! i was so excited yesterday, i swear! :D

had internship at my centre today too. Kids are super adorable but my faaaav one was absent :(
anyway during malay class, topic of discussion was about the fasting month.

Teacher: why must we fast?
Kid: of cos we have to fast...if we keep eating and eating and don't fast, we won't have enough clothes for hari raya.
Teacher: *looks and me and laughs*

ALAMAK SUPER ADORABLE.

Teacher: you fasting?
Kid: YES! I ALWAYS FAST..NEVER SKIP BEFORE...
-snack time-
Kid: *drinks water*
Me: i thought you're fasting?
Kid: Yes...but i can only drink plain water.
Me: OHHHHH..but -
Kid: My mom say one.
Me: k

i think im getting used to the chaos, the fatigue, the "teacher teacher", the- everything. it's heartwarming whenever the kids make something for you, be it a paper plane...a drawing..anything.

"teacher yana, you're so nice."

aaww. made my day ~~but who knows if he was insincere about it and prolly wanted something from me .~~

the afternoon session....was spent avoiding little fingers from poking my tummy. they have this group who is super fond of tickling and i can go nuts! tsk.

i have daily reflections to do now :/ ahh i hope i pass this module.....................

Breather.

2010-08-06T01:07:00.003+08:00

Gosh i can finally BREATHE (and do a proper update) since the holidays have started! yeah, no school tmr! :D and im ultra happy that assignments are ALL done for semester one and that internship today went fine! :D

im so relieved im gorging on donuts. and no, i dont give a hoot about all em fatsss.

i've planned my day out tmr - sleep in, eat, have a movie marathon, upload all those overdued pictures on fb (before my friends come chasing me for them) and yeeeeeaaaap. bottom line: relax and slack for a while. note to self: A WHILE.

my holidays are pretty much occupied with internship days in a row instead of once per week, that i have about a month or so to study for my 2 examinable modules.

EXAMS GIVE ME CHILLS.

heh. hmm what else..OH YAH. end of semester means end of modules! had to bid sad goodbyes to our 5 lecturers for our semester 1 modules. hanis was thoughtful to buy cards for T04 to write in before our lecturers left :) i wonder how semester 2 will be like, with modules that are mostly new to me. and prolly my weaknesses too.

yesterday's Director's Dialogue was awkward. felt like i was in some kind of meeting..i dont even know why i was there. the few of us weren't allowed to back up anyway..we weren't given a choice o.o

im happy when my friends are. i truly, sincerely am. it's just inside of me..something that sparks off the happiness that they are feeling too.

on a sidetracked note, my eyes are puffy from all those late nights! eyebags are twice (or even more :o) as big and i look tired all the time - as if ive been deprived of sleep all my life. kay exaggerating lah, cannot? :p

EH SLEEPY. gdnight!

2010-08-04T02:03:00.002+08:00

Damn vexed. OHMAGOSHHH overwhelming assignments :( been sick on and off, and i hope to be fully well soon! HOLIDAYS NEXT WEEK! yay!

2010-07-27T21:28:00.002+08:00

i never wanted to be stubborn, but anywaaaay. i was down with sudden fever this morning 0.o i guess it's the lack of sleep (i've stayed up all night twice this semester) and delayed meal times. it's just me to prioritise my assignments that i tend to overlook my own health. skipping meals and bedtime ._.

and so mom, dad and buddy tried to knock some sense into me. pretty much succeeded. haha. doctor too -,-"

sometimes i hate being such a workaholic in nature. sometimes i just want to relax all week, somewhere far away!

oh, i met up with my HPs yesterday at RP for a short catching up session! didn't get the cookies and cream milkshake, but i tried peach milk blended..HEH. something different, but still suits my taste buds. RP reminds me of olevel mugging. lawl.

No-life weekend

2010-07-25T13:16:00.002+08:00

LIKE OH MA GOSH~ have no life this weekend! 2 assignments due in the upcoming week. DIE DIE. and it's sunday alr..so fast :(

and it annoys me when other issues pop up when i already have enough things to stress about. ANNOYING MUCHHHH.

anyway, Honours Day yesterday was fine. talked to some schoolmates and teachers. PRAVIN WAS THERE OMG. PRAVIN!!! i kept going, HIHIHIHIHIHI. he's still the same! hahahaha (Y)

...back to essays now.

2010-07-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLOOOOO! dyou know how stressed i am currently with many essays to write? i enjoy writing actually..it's just the research and case studies part. oh, im so thankful for that A for my essay on Developmentally Appropriate Practices! :D i rmb i stayed up all night to get it done =,="

im coming back for Honours Day with Cynthia this coming Saturday! back to sec sch~

i want Burger King for dinner.

wore my flowy-kinda skirt to school today since my jeans are still drying.
M.Y: wah not bad ah you..girly today.
me: haha thks. ....you mean im always rough meh? 0.o
M.Y: haha! today wear very girly cannot swear.
me: LAWL

so much for a novice Early Childhood Educator and attending Professional Practitioner class. haha! kay i'll be good.

MY EARPIECE SPOIL SEH. it's the 3rd time already! :(
newsflash: INTERNSHIP TMR HOMG. i dislike my centre. WAIT TILL MY PARTNER AND I FEEDBACK, JUST YOU WAIIIIT. bleargh.

2010-07-18T12:11:00.002+08:00

hoho! im at RP's agora hall now with my grp members! currently stoning while they get their parts done. kinda stuffy in here hmm. anyway, busy weekend this week. i don't like :(

so i went to bras basah ytd to get some art materials for my grp's playground sculpturing (ikr -,-) before having dinner with buddy. managed to get a glimpse of the fireworks from the ndp show 2 i guess?

gyeah then we walked walked cause buddy needed to find shoes. finally bought a pair of adidas ones! nice, i must say. but i prefer the PINK one! or em neon coloured ones. hahaha.

so here i am now, waiting to get started on our sculpturing. i dont get how sculpturing skills are graded in Child Psychology buuuut..it's gna be interesting i hope. PLAYGROUND MODEL, PLS DONT FAIL US. OR FAIL ME, AT LEAST.

sleepy.

2010-07-14T12:19:00.002+08:00

hmm. currently at the school's Attic slacking like there's no assignments due soon ._.
my head hurts and feel grumpy >: hahaha.

played games during PEE tutorial today - rope thingy, parachute, etcetc. thus i had a goooood morning exercise to start the day off! got us breathless at times. lecture in a couple of hours' time..which means theory and zzz. i feel like smuggling bubbletea into the lecture theatre...

I FEEL LIKE HEAD BANGING ON A WALL NOW OMG HEAD HURTS.

anyway. i'll get to see akmal tmr! :D yay yay yay. k bye.

Heartcandehhh.

2010-07-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO! im not in the pink of health recently which explains my loss of weight *groans* i missed out on quite a number of things..like alumni choir prac, haizan's bdae party and CLASSES! four classes in fact..last friday.

anyway! to sum life up..it has pretty much been great. with great company and great things to do..except dreaded assignments that make my blood boil. i haaave to be thankful that i'm in humanities school cause essays are mostly opinionated and there aren't really answer sheets for that. so, YAY TO OPEN ENDEDNESS! :D

i think i may just have flunked my DPL test paper? im praying hard im not one of them:( if i am, i hope my other essay papers pull that shitty marks up :(

meanwhile, my schedule's getting more packed :( there goes my free leisure time...not that i've not anticipated this of course. SIGHSIGHHHH.

oh i stayed up last night doing my essay..and watching world cup finals between Spain and Holland. YEAH IKR SINCE WHEN. it's been really long since i've ton-ed the night away..i rarely do that anyway. i was still fine when i went to school and all..i don't regret staying up cause i had my assignment done on time! you know i'm a night person when it comes to work. so yepyep. had 2hrs of lecture today so you've guessed it - NAP TIME AT HOME AFTER THAT!

im craving for loads of random things which sometimes freak myself out! cookies and cream milkshakes (thanks ah perin xD), hotcakes, potato wedges, hershey's cookies and cream chocolate bar, fish and chips..i could even wake up in the middle of the night and tell that to my sis. lawll.

what else what else. ooooh someone's busy doing hmk and im busy waiting! haha. wait, aren't i suppose to be doing my hmk too...

Hectic.

2010-07-09T00:57:00.003+08:00

Recently:

Had awesome lunch with felicia!
Made goop & playdough and did painting & sculpturing during PEE tutorial this week!
Went to West Coast Park just now to play and evaluate the different kinds of playground!
Had scavenger hunt during last hr of PEE lecture
i love PEE module, but i dread the theoretical part.
ECLIPSE WAS OKAY....BUT JACOB IS AWESOME! poor, poor jacob..
It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like… gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her… You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother. - Jacob Black
okay i actually googled that quote! cause i fell in love with it~
tomorrow's my bigbig day (not wedding)
scholarship acceptance letter is giving me a headache.
christiera programme briefing up next!

haahooo. am finally sleepy. NIGHT!

2010-07-04T00:44:00.003+08:00

I'm over that phase, i know my priorities in life and i won't let anything get in the way.

i feel disoriented! EFF. definitely an annoying feeling.

Internship

2010-07-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

okay i promise myself imma go do my reflection on Day 1 of internship and start on my PROP essay after i blog!

reported at 8am with Asnira at our centre :D was super early, the supervisor's not even in yet. so we filled in our forms and stuff..then was briefed on what to do. we were right! - they are putting us both in separate classes. this week i joined the Kindergarten 1 kids!

they were really friendly and clingy lol. there's this handsome(HAHA!) boy in the class who's really polite and stuff. and fun to talk with! I KNOW HIS NAME I KNOW HIS NAME! HE KNOWS MINE TOO. hehehe. AKMAL! kay my friends are like saying that their classes have handsome ones too. LOL! anyway the teacher left me alone with the class TWICE ): i was scared the first time cause who knows the class might go haywire? but i think I went haywire. they were calling me one by one to attend to what they were doing..there was an autistic kid with mild case, and she loves hugging and holding hands. there was a girl who's the so-called leader of a group who demands attention. there was a couple of smartypants who kept asking me to come over to play blocks. all in all, i love the morning class. e

went for an hr break at Adm Place. akmal shouted "BYE TEACHER!!!" across the street. asnira and i thought he said "atikah". hahaha! AKMAL! ok stoppit.

afternoon class had 2 people crying and 2 with mild autism too. i basically attended to them so the teacher's lesson won't be disrupted. they're cooperative, thankfully.

okay my blog post will never end if i blog abt every single thing. till here! :D

2010-06-30T23:00:00.004+08:00

HELLO! :)

aite so school has been tiring, i swear! due to the ECH conference, some lectures and tutorials are cancelled this week..giving CPEE students 9hrs of free time this week in total :0 srsly, i see myself whiling my time away 3hrs straight during break for 3 days this week. hahahaha.

on the happy side, i got accepted into the MCYS Scholarship! :D i am so thankful, honestly. after like, 4 (i think?) interviews and tests. i do know that i just have to work way harder and manage my time better though.

i'll be officially attached to a PCF Kindergartens centre near my house for internship! it's just a walk away. and convenient for lunch! :D day 1 will be tmr and does anyone has like, plain polo tees for me to borrow or smth? i don't mind if its big loll. i have like, only 2 and refuuuse to spend on more polo tees. heh! anyway, gna be a full day tmr there with my partner! :D just her and myself. hope we adapt well!

im feeling much better now - the runny nose and sudden triggers of choke-like cough have subsided! thank goodness, or i'll prolly be chased out of the centre tmr..away from em kids.

what else? hmm oh yah, new assignments! =,=" did i tell you one of our module lecturers told us that poly year 1 is like HONEYMOON PERIOD? we were all like, WHAAAAT THE WORKLOAD'S LIKE HELL ALR. what happens in year 2 & 3? instant death....

aite till here!

2010-06-28T21:34:00.001+08:00

i was eating french fries from Burger King when i saw a burnt piece inside. thought of HPs..almost went, "WHAT SERVICE IS THIS?!" hahahaha omg good times.

2010-06-28T02:47:00.002+08:00

alright so, my classmates and i have the benefit of having an extra day of holiday tomorrow since the ECH Conference covers two lectures of our module. buuuuut, we're still dreading Monday cause we'll have to head over to NP's HMS office just to submit our one piece of essay. bummer. oh im done with it, like FINALLY! *throws confetti*

my mind's still not at ease until the projects are done :(

2010-06-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

okay so i was out the whole day last friday doing random things. k no LIES! hahaha. well i had my dental appt in the morning where i think i caught the flu. kept sneezing and coughing eversince. tsk. ahahahh reminder to self: jacket's a MUST in the dental centre. okay so, cabbed to school for the ECH Conference ThankYou Lunch. meiying and i were late but the buffet lunch had not even started when we reached..hehe. so we got our assignment stuff printed and all and reached there close to 45mins aft it was supposed to start..but there were only a few people there. had mee siam, fried rice, uhh and a lot of stuff. was wondering how all of us could finish the food since there were like, 3 rows of buffet lines. hehh. ate ate ate and talked with our teachers. oh oh and there was a pic of us on the slides! during ECH Conference(: LOL, IKR.

then meiying and i went to the library (jacket's a MUST here, too) to slack. we were on our laptops for a couple of hrs before danhua came for grp discussion. confusion, laughter, etc. balbala~ gna have to do some editing soon. craved for bbletea afterwards but somehow forgot to buy -,-"

then i rushed to cwp to meet cynthia and syah for dinner! ended up eating with cyn at banquet since syah's gna come later. catch up sessions are awesome! i had some weird dumplings in my ban mian 0.o ahahah. syah came and more crapping! bought drinks before taking a bus to sembawang shopping centre for our alumni choir meeting. kak got lost, homg! and her hp batt died. so she headed home instead..hmm. well at least she's safe and sound. anyway, had desserts (ms g's treat) only. full from waffles! talked about life and choir and etcetcetc. settled on practice dates and songs. looking forward to the performance! WOOT

okayokay till here. hmk awaits! CHIONG AHHH

2010-06-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

I just had a trim accompanied by Jayap the other day, and now my hair has grown to its length before the trim ._. sometimes i wish i was my own hairdresser....

tomorrow is like BALBALA~ *inside joke with nurin*
i have a dental appointment in the morning, followed by ECH Conference ThankYou Lunch and then group project discussion. at night, im attending a meeting with the alumni choir on performance dates and stuff.

shagged much! and it's gna be the end of holidays soon...SO SOON?! :0

Thoughts.

2010-06-22T20:08:00.002+08:00

Deep thinking..is it just a state of being paranoid?

2010-06-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

Today was simply...beautiful. i can't stop smiling to myself, but on the other hand i don't wna break the promise i've made to myself. darn it.

Meeting up with the fab 3 tmr to work on our grp assignment! we're touring Spore, baby! ok no, actually only one part of Spore. cheyy. hahaha. then i'll have to force myself to continue doing those assignments. it's like never ending? ...err maybe i have to start sitting with really hardworking and task oriented people one of these days to keep me focused.

:)

2010-06-20T14:13:00.003+08:00

In the MRT...

-guy walks in with headphones BLASTING songs-

buddy: ahahahh he's so considerate..share songs..
me: haha yeah
buddy: DEAF OR WHUUUUT!
me: sshhh!
buddy: eh, like he can hear only...
me: ya hor. HEH!

dumb moment. -forehead slap- well sometimes i have my earpiece on and still can hear what others say..but i forgot that THIS guy is BLASTING songs.

...

anyway i am pissed. not angry, but pissed. we're given 2weeks of term break but are thrown with individual AND group assignments, & elearning! WHUTTAFCUK. it doesn't even sound like term break to me. thank goodness i didn't take up any holiday temporary job. and then there's this lecturer who thinks it's a great idea to give us manymany parts to a group assignment. FUN AH ._. like no life.

im so worried about getting them done all the time i am going crazy and keep stoning whenever im out with my friends. i know, i know, at least it's nt as stressful as what my JC friends are experiencing and all that but different people have varying limits ._.

who am i complaining?

OH OH, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!! :D

2010-06-18T21:17:00.002+08:00

okay gel eyeliner from Sasa is FAB! am in love with it :) i still love liquid ones, but gel ones give more defined lines, i feel..pencil ones still remain a nono for me.

...k wth why am i talking abt eyeliners ._.

ushering duty is fun! hehehh. so actually i'm basically doing the registration for workshops conducted by speakers. attended a compulsory conference today and i was on a tough battle with my sleepiness. my partner and i were slacking at the back when the speaker told us that we're required to participate in the activities too. heheh very interesting, i must say. i discovered more things about myself that i never knew! played with a toddler that one of the participants brought along..she's SO cute and smart and active. most importantly, responsive.

toddler: mommy, can i stay to play?

gosh you should've seen her tactics! those big eyes, super cute voice and all...kids are getting smarter!

im tired! and worrying over assignments as usual. blearghh

It's gna be alright..i hope.

2010-06-17T19:31:00.006+08:00

i dont know how to feel now. like, GAH so many things happening and they're testing my emotions grr. i'm too occupied to worry about it..it's not that i don't care. even if i care, would that make a difference to the situation it's in now?

anyway. aft duty yesterday i headed to 4Unbeatables class bbq!

yeah i look even more aneroxic since i've not been eating well :( but i'm comfortable with the way i am! just stating:) anyway the bbq was great and i miss them so much esp Orcute! only some of them could make it though. caught up with their lives and was fascinated by YC's smile-detecting cam! how awesome. honey coated sausages tasted like breakfast, in a good way. and it's really much to my disbelief that they'd buy everything halal-certified just for a few muslim peeps, considering the cost of halal food nowadays. i didn't eat what i paid for but i think it's fine with me cause we don't meet up often! thanks to the organising comm for the effort :)

i headed home earlier with KWOK KIA YAN! hohoo. my classmate and also my tuition mate! had loads to catch up and I MISS HER A LOT TOO! we were mainly talking about those stressful tuition times and all..basically anything random that pops in our heads throughout the bus ride:)

got home and did my essays although i was shagged. i find it really condusive to do them in the wee hours of the night when everyone's asleep and there's total peace except for the sound of the aircon breeze. i managed to complete 2 assignments within that time last night!

meeting my classmates tmr! that meiying, nurin, dan hua and their nonsense. hoho!

kak recovered all the songs from her long-lost-and-now-found mp4 player. songs don't get old, do they? i still love them like the first time i heard them:)

2010-06-15T19:37:00.003+08:00

WRICOM class, heh. heh.

kay nurin is sucha darling to type out all the notes for tutorial i've missed{due to interviews and dental appointments} on MSN. heh heh. and we've been laughing eversince we got started! she has candy ): i don't ):

me: dang!! forgot take pic of the pool of balls...
nurin: oh ya forgot to ask you to take!
me: got the pic with you holding the ball..
nurin: NO NO NO NEED!! look like low IQ child
me: NOLAH OMG LOL!!

2010-06-15T16:14:00.003+08:00

FUGU! i think my facebook acc was hacked! thank goodness "i" only liked statuses and pictures, not spam other people's walls nor MY wall with nonsensical stuff..well as far as i know. i hope nth else was done? phew phew.

anyway. i have not touched any assignments nor e-learning stuff, which makes me feel like a lazy ass couch potato watching movies and comedies on the net. geez.

just before my term break started, the students of Child Psychology & Early Education had a field trip to attend at Kids' Amaze, Jurong Safra. that place is huge! and damn those abrasions. thank goodness i didn't suffer a lot. LOL. it was fun, no doubt! pictures taken...loads of em. facebook k! it's part of our module on Play~ oh did i tell you we played ball during our first lecture on that module? epic ~~fail~~ LOL.

my term break was kicked off with a day at Siloso Beach, Sentosa with all my lovely Happy Pills last Saturday. had awesome fun! Felicia and Syah have already updated on our outing, so head over to their blogs or something:) pics at fb too! i had a well-rested Sunday at home though. i spent yesterday at the Helix Bridge! :) ubber cool..the ATGC thing got me instant recap on bio stuff. LOL. DNA-ish much!

this week imma have ushering duties for the Early Childhood Conference where international speakers will be giving talks about the topic for a few days. then it'll be my turn on Friday to sit in as the audience since it's a compulsory talk. im still considering whether to go for the optional one..

oh yea. term break + e-learning week this week! what a bummer. i hope next week's gna be better.

My day in a few words!

2010-06-10T19:46:00.002+08:00

Fun-tastic. De-stressing. Kids Amaze. Slides. Balls. WEEE! Abrasions. Camwhore. Jurong Point. Banquet! Shopped. Dress. Skirt. Shirt. Gel Eyeliner. YAY.

Now: PEE Assignment. WRICOM homework. NAY! Tired. Forced. Gah.

2010-06-09T23:17:00.002+08:00

I had a scary and freaky experience yesterday that i felt like dropping dead on the spot. ahahahh.

anyway...i guess my 2 weeks of term break is not gna be relaxing much with e-learning to do, field trips to go and seminars (5hr long per day on fri AND sat) to attend. not forgetting, individual and group assignments to be handed in too.

on the brighter side, i am excited to meet my HPs this saturday! i need happy people!! LOL.

had a 3hr break as usual every Wednesday so some of my classmates and i went over to SIM for lunch! told ghost stories and talked abt really random things. slacked a bit before heading back to school to get my writeup done.

getting around in school takes up a long time and its something i've to get used to!

going to Kids' Amaze at Jurong Safra tmr to PLAY! i think im loving this new topic for PEE module..hehh. i hope i don't get too distracted and forget to take down notes. oh, thre will be pictures! :D

best thing - i can sleep in longer since it starts around 12? yeahh.

2010-06-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

Eh. i miss school, my 3 close buds in sch, HPs, ex-BCS colleagues(you know who you are!) & 4Unbeatables!

anyway, had Chilli Corn Carne for dinner. it's some spicy mexican dish consisting of 2 hotdogs in a bun, topped with minced beef in tangy tomato sauce. oh, and my all time fav - wedges! the waitress said i prolly had to share it with someone cause she said the serving's huge and i wouldn't be able to finish it. i insisted though...i manage to finish it by myself eventually and even had room for desserts and some sides.

ahahah. IM NERVOUS/ANXIOUS FOR TMR! i shall keep it a hushhush now, and i shall let you find out by yourselves! :D

have 3 classes tmr instead of the usual 1. WHY OH WHYY TMR. and i've a briefing to attend after my classes. WHY OH WHYY TMR. guess i shall be home pretty late.

guess that's it. test on tuesday! study time~

2010-06-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

Socially meeting new people is good. BUT at the same time, you realize how they can never take the place of the HPs. You don't have to try but some people are just irreplaceable.

-From perinder's blog!

EH I TOTALLY AGREE WITH HER..like no matter who you are with, new friends and all, you can't help but to think of your best friends! i won't deny that i subconsciously blurt out random things i usually do with HPs to my poly friends sometimes. oops.

oh, i got through the 2nd interview and am now anticipating the third (and hopefully) last interview soon! i can't wait to get it over and done with but despite those 2 interviews, i am still feeling nervous.

our lecturer covered Middle Child Syndrome during DPL today and THANK GOD I DIDNT HAVE IT. either i don't or i've grown out of it. did observation skills as well. i like, but i'm not really detailed nor have a long attention span....well hope i don't zzz or something while observing some child in the following weeks to come.

am excited for monday! but mondays are prolly the busiest days of the week..since we have only one lecture on that day, other stuff tend to take up the rest of the day. WHAT!

well well..i love my group mates for being ever so co-operative and understanding. and most of us find lecturers with really REALLY SCRIBBLED handwritings disturbing ): least she could do is just flash microsoft word on the board and type away...

abrupt end :D

2010-06-04T10:01:00.003+08:00

currently: in lib with M.Y, bubble tea, PEE {no, not urine} assignment, blogging, organising my time on monday, deciding whether to go JB later.

holidays, please speed up speed up! :)

2010-05-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

i swear i almost wanted to skip school today. really tired when i woke up..anyway, two shuttle buses didn't turn up today so the queue was still really long when the last bus came. a whole lot of us had to take our own transport to school..was rushing by then. i heard there was a massive jam so maybe that explains it?

anyway. got my retarded cover page printed out in school before heading to the library with M.Y to find more books for our research. since we don't have cashcards, we borrowed the books and got them photocopied outside..then return them back before class. felt accomplished..then i felt like puking =,=" hmm bought crackers to munch on during lecture, hopefully to take my mind off the nausea. that's when nurin and i found out that we're suppose to submit our assignment online before submitting the hard copy! PANIC LIKE HELLLLLL.

so we went to our lecturer and she said that the portal might be closed and 5% will be deducted from our assignment marks if she can't open it. THANK GOODNESS IT WAS STILL OPEN AFTER CLASS! nurin and i were so kanchiong to upload it.

family went to the newly halal certified Botak Jones for lunch! definitely going agaaaain :D

2010-05-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

AAAHHH my day's packed tomorrow! and my essay's due tomorrow! ~~and pri, sec and JC students are on holiday startin tmr.~~

current stressors: DPL Book Research, PEE Essay

:(

anyway, i managed to get some books with buddy today! relief relief but i still have to photocopy them..hmmm. ah i wna sleep ._.

to do tmr: YEP interview, search for more books, a whole lotta photocopying and printing, checkup.

i am super afraid of our tests results. im so not anticipating them!

Who's line is it anyway?

2010-05-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

This, is as hilarious as Kenan&Kel. I DIED.

2010-05-29T17:01:00.004+08:00

Met the HPs ytd for boooowling! :D perinder couldn't make it though :(

i was late in the end cause of issues in the morning so i cabbed to Marsiling MRT to meet them! Bukit Batok had its place fully booked till 11pm..what a bummer! in the end we bowled at The Chevrons :D i love that place! loll. had two games before going to IMM for lunch.

LJS' fries were pretty weird tasting..felicia and i didn't finish ours but cyn&syah said tht their fries were fine! HMM CHLORINE >.<

ahahahh. saw some chinese show host or something. walked arnd and HP got me a banananananana soft toy thingy for my belated birthday present. i immediately laughed when i opened it cause it's cute and rhymes with my name. so yeah.

today was: new card, 2nd immunisation (or is it vaccination? =,="), choc donut thing & vanilla latte at starbucks, random things.

i finally finished one of my essays! RELIEF RELIEF. but i overwrote..have to summarise/omit stuff out before submitting.bummer bummer.

I LOVE HP! YAYYAYYAYYAYYYAYYAYEAYA

What am i to do when i'm all choked up and you're okay?

2010-05-29T01:00:00.005+08:00

I hate opposing feelings. I don't like how we can be so happy in a favourable event at one moment, and hit rock bottom when we think of things that upset us.

Bittersweet. Just bittersweet...

I have many things going on in my life, let alone my mind - more than you'd ever think.

What am i to say? There's just SO many things i'd wna say but i know i'll be dumbfounded at the time i'm to lay things down. i see Your intentions, i really do. but frankly speaking, i dont know how to feel right now.

I really dislike upsetting people..nor refrain myself from things just cause it's not the way to go, but do i have a choice?

All this while, am i just distracting myself? Or am i truly fine?

Shitto, deep thinking sux.

Happy Days!

2010-05-28T01:44:00.002+08:00

the other day i bumped into AISHAHGHANI(!!!) in the bus when we're on our way home. gosh i miss her so much and she's still the same girl i knew in pri sch! talked abt loads of stuff and realise that we still have things in common...:D

the week is finally over and YAYY EXTRA DAY OF HOLIDAYS FOR US! need it man!

went to watch Shrek with buddy after internship programme briefing and then out for dinner with family today! tired ._.

looking forward to bowling with my HPs! :D lovelove.

Seventeen!

2010-05-25T01:16:00.003+08:00

Time seems to pass really fast and it's the 6th week of school, almost halfway through 2010. Thank you awesome friends and cousins for the birthday wishes or/& gifts! i feel blessed to have known all of you :)

Currently trying to keep sane! Ah.

Reserving friday for my Happy Pills! I wonder if it's confirmed that we're hanging out..

Anyway, i had a great bday celebration today :) i don't really feel any difference being seventeen, but oh well i guess age is just numeric? hah.

we had a guest speaker who's a social worker during lecture today. i love listening to the different case studies and maybe it's an occupation i may consider. i dont know, my options are still open....

okay back to mugging. i wonder how my classmates are doing...they're a bright bunch of people and that's what keeps me going =) im thankful enough to have at least a couple of hrs' of sleep tonight before i sit for CHSE test first thing tmr.

on a side note, i feel horribly un-IT-ish. you know, retarded in IT stuff. gah.

2010-05-22T15:14:00.004+08:00

being friendly doesn't mean anything more than friendship. -face palm-

alright i've just finished memorising topic 1 out of 5 for my upcoming CHSE test and my brain's like 0.o now. ahahah.

i skipped dinner last night when i only had noodles for brunch. gosh worrying much but i'd blame it on my clogged nose and sore throat. YEA IM STILL HAVIN THEM! it's nt as bad as Day 1 so YAY. go away go away quick!

i tried smelling the dishes mom cooked today but i couldnt :( LIKE WTH. hahaha. im eating for the sake of eating =,= oh but i still love pasta! been eating that eversince i had this flu. oh my family members are all OK already, flu-free! and now im waiting for my turn to end...LOL.

had MSN spamming session with like 5 people combined into a convo last night. chaotic! spam spam until i tired ahahahah! nudges and lyrics~ heh!

hmm yeap. topic 2 now! :)

2010-05-20T19:46:00.004+08:00

gah im craving for FRIES. and chicken wings! wth. with a throat like this....

anyway today we headed to PCF Punggol for our 2nd field observation before we get started on our essays. my grp got the Nursery 1 kids, a bunch of REALLY SUPER OMGCUTE kids! their form teacher is really nice too, guiding my group and answer questions in a detailed manner. i just regretted not coming there prepared with questions as i didnt expect the teacher to show and guide us along. hence, we had to resort thinking of questions on the spot. thankful for getting this class though cause i heard the other teachers weren't really approachable from my other classmates.

as it was drizzling ouside, the teacher had to bring the kids to their next class via the longer sheltered route.

boy: aiyah..WALK WALK. Everytime also WALK...
girl: YOU BABY AH??

and the girl got ignored. ahahah.

met my mom for lunch with her at CCK. pastaaaaaa! bought some stuff and then headed home. slept for 4 hours! NOW IM SO WORRIED THT I WONT BE ABLE TO GET BCK TO SLEEP :(

kay a tad impossible but yeah..

my schedule is packed :( IM SO SAD! :(

2010-05-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

It was just a few days back when i was so cautious not to get sick or infected with the flu bug. my family members were all down with the flu cause of the weather, and as usual im the last one without it! in times like this i feel so vulnerable...

although i tried, I STILL CAUGHT THE FLU. dangg i'm so annoyed now, blowing my nose and having a sore throat that i feel like cutting that painful part off.

2010-05-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

wahahaha EHHHH srsly those things don't matter to me anymore. i don't know, i've my mind focused on more serious stuff. like hello im almost seventeen..

im halfway through reading wikipedia stuff and have history notes to revise. gosh. im running out of midnight oil....huh? 0.o

2010-05-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hmm life's been about essays and more essays! just when im done with an essay, another essay's assigned to us. amusing! my wordbank is running out so the thesaurus has been my best company during those nights i burn midnight oil :)

T04 ROCKS! I LOVE MY CLASS WOOHOO! GIRL POWER ~

visiting the kids at PCF Punggol again this thursday CANT WAIT TO FIND OUT WHAT CLASS IM ASSIGNED TO. i hope it's the nursery kids' art class. loll. internship programme tutorials are starting soon too!

de-stressing with choir alumni this friday :D we're kite-flying, baby!

been oversleeping lately..reaching school just in time (still early though) to meet the rest before we head for lectures/tutorials.

ADAM LAMBERT IS STILL IN MY HEART...forever and always will be. CHEH!

hmm what else. tests are coming!!!! :0 imma study study study!

...WHUT! imma full-time nerd pls. im scared for CHSE cause *my class knows, i know*. thank goodness our coursemates gave feedback to our lecturer..but ain't it too late? :(

i've got manymany things on my schedule that i've to organise and notes to re-write! :( time management, yana! SHEESH.

i think imma finish up my ASS-SAYS..then do some revision..then jot things down nicely in my BB calendar..last but not least re-write my notes! HAIYOH.

... :D

2010-05-18T00:58:00.001+08:00

I'm not like some other girls who's gna give you hope.

2010-05-16T02:05:00.001+08:00

I just came to realise, how someone can make such a great impact to my life that it changed my way of thinking towards a particular issue.

power of the mind, ain't it.

2010-05-16T00:51:00.001+08:00

All work and no play makes Yana a dull girl! :D
I'm hyped up to finish up my assignments...after a day of shopping at JB! break = good (Y)

2010-05-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

i was watchin Kenan & Kel online and giggling..
Dad: smile smile smile..you studying or not?
Me: ...

i was cramping my head doing assignments on e-learning..
Mom: face so serious.
Me: ...

LET'S PLAY POKERFACE! ._.

2010-05-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

i disappoint myself sometimes :(
why must i make things hard for myself? it's been hours and i'm stupidly stuck.

i'm truly appreciative of my classmates for their concern, i cldn't wish for anything better.

they help too much, i wna learn things the hard way.

OSLNurli & OSSJayap!

2010-05-13T18:42:00.002+08:00

haahaha i know right!

met up with rina today for lunch at Pastamania before getting my hair relaxed and trimmed. my head feels lighter now :D and organised? lol since it's not messy and wavy alr. yes people, i sorta have gotten my messy layers sorted out. hahhaha. (insert T-word here) Rina for accompanying me to the salon! and for the pocky too. and waiting for me patiently too.

i r a dead corpse! wahahaha.

i can't wait for Saturday! lololl. anyway i've been procrastinating cause my mind's been constantly wandering off lately. hehe.

FOCUS! e-learning week is such a dread y'know. our lectures and tutorials for the week are replaced by forums, discussions and essays! i'm only done with 2.5 modules out of 5. deadline's by 31st may though.

aaaahhhhh ._.

2010-05-12T19:42:00.002+08:00

SHOUTOUT TO PERINDER DARLING ON HER 17TH BIRTHDAY! hope you enjoyed your birthday candy and is prolly not jumping off the walls now^^

i bought 3 pairs of earrings, 2 pairs of shoes and one top. out of all those, i really needed the shoes! as ya'll know im really rough with my shoes :( i just threw 2 pairs cause they can't be used anymore :( i do feel guilty splurging on earrings and the top. ah oh well i spent as little as i could and didn't exceed my lil budget :)

oh im meeting OSJAYAP(!) tomorrow!

aite ASSignments awaits.

2010-05-10T19:41:00.002+08:00

HALOOO I AM BACK! alright so i am madly in love with MIC's Apple Rock candy i am popping them in my mouth during lectures. i love how it melts nicely in my mouth mmmm...

i still have some in my bag! YAY :D

so last saturday, i met up with perinder syahirah felicia and glenda. i overslept and could only manage to grab whatever's appropriate in my wardrobe. HAH. met them at admiralty mrt and off we went to novena! perinder was still in sch i think. there, we bought candy and managed to watch how it was being made. those cute little candy with tiny words inside...made by cute guys too HEEHEE.

a lady behind syah and i exclaimed, "hey come look they're making candy! so cute"
syah and i were like whispering to one another, what's cute? the candy or the guy making the candy?

grabbed a jar of birthday candy for perinder! and trained to yishun. we went to Eighteen Chef for lunch! i had baked rice and we had complimentary drinks and icecream too. awesome right! my baked rice looked deceiving..i thought the bowl was shallow and all but i was really BLOATED and had trouble finishing it, even!

then our bowling plan was ruined cause yishun safra had something going on. gave perinder her jar of candy before she had to go! then we bought stuff for ourselves :)

got home and went out again with family. ahahah. we went to Sakura, Omni Theatre outlet. since kak was down with cough we couldn't go to Kbox so we settled on Mustafa Centre instead. hehe.

yupyup had a fun weekend!